… Cain & Abel
Choose today whom you will let have rule over
yourself & your life: My unselfish, humble, giving, yielded &
truly sacrificial Spirit that expects nothing in return, or the carnal
attitude of, "I deserve this for what I am & what I've done." One
is the spirit of Cain, the other is Abel's. Are you ready & willing
to be a martyr, which means witness, or are you going to kill others
with feelings of envy, jealousy & selfish wants, because you just
think you deserve more than that?
Cain & Abel were brothers. There will
always be those brothers who go the way of Cain, the way of the
flesh..., the way of showing how strong they are in themselves &
what they can accomplish... not like that wuss, Abel, with his Lord...
Pah! They're gonna show the world what strong is! Not those pitiful
weaklings who are constantly ranting on about spirituality & stuff.
The flesh, man, the flesh is what rules! Just look at those mighty cool
people on TV, man, that's where it's at...
It's time you decide who's your hero: Abel or Cain?
To begrudge someone else their every little bit
of recognition, appreciation or commendation from Me or someone else?
That's the way of Cain, the killing way.
It's the spirit of false obedience. It's
pretending to want to serve Me, but only wants to do it their own way.
Like Cain. And the last thing it will understand is why in the World I
can be so stupid and unfair & prefer people like Abel and their
dumb little sacrifices...
I've had to make it a challenge. I've made it
thus that this "treasure hunt" of life wouldn't be all too easy. I'm
not telling everybody: "Hey, everybody; the treasure's over here! Come
and grab your rewards!"
That is, I often do tell them, but they won't
believe! They won't believe, because they've already been conditioned
by the Enemy, the great "party pooper" and his lies that "there is no
treasure!"
"There's only this dull life, and the only
reward you'll ever get is the money you'll get in exchange for the work
you do, and that's it!" "The only reward you'll ever get is that which
you earn with your sweat!"
Well, that's his variation of the game, and
since it appeals to a lot of people - ever since Cain - I let them have
their "fun" and let them find out which is better: the Enemy's rules or
Mine.
Do not be plagued by envy and comparing...
don't look at what one has got that maybe you haven't got; don't look
at who is more deserving in your eyes! That Cain & Abel jealousy
& envy is being created like this, listening to the Enemy's lies of
who's really more "deserving." That's a very dangerous tune, the very
tune of pride and the Devil himself: the song of Judas!
Why not be grateful for what you have, instead,
trusting in My righteousness, that I will give you a just reward for
whatever you deserve, in your time, and why not simply be happy for
those one who are being blessed, and rejoice with them, instead of
falling into the trap of envy?
Can you see it now? The purpose in it all? The
difference between Cain and Abel? The vanity & senselessness of the
striving for carnal perfection and of lack of trust in Me?
The brotherly jealousy that Cain fell victim
to, and comes straight from the Enemy is the opposite of brotherly
love, which rejoices in whatever your brother has got, even if you
don't have it yourself... It's the selfishness of thinking you should
be the one endowed with that blessing, which unfairly was given to
others and withheld from you.
One of the first steps to become a true
believer is to find the real meaning of the word "to believe," which
comes from the greek word "pistevo," which means to "drink in." It's
the act of receiving and drinking in that makes a true believer out of
you, an act way too difficult for someone too full of themselves to sit
still and listen, to want to receive any advice or wisdom from anybody
else. It's a task too hard for someone too self-sufficient to be
needing anybody's advice or help.
They're the type of believers like Cain, who
get angry at anyone insinuating that they can't do it on their own.
They've got to do it their way. They make their sacrifices to Me in
their own way, they sacrifice what they deem worthy of being a
sacrifice: not that which I would really like, but some self-created
effort of their own hand, some product of their hands and sweat they
can pride in and show off before Me and the whole world: "behold what I
have accomplished!"
For anyone to insinuate that they're not on the
truest of truest ways, and that by any chance they might be mistaken
about anything infuriorates them. It's better to let them go their own
way. There's not much you can do for them.
Isn't it sad when somebody is too full to receive?
Cain and Abel were both believers. One loved Me
and the other one didn't. He only did whatever he deemed right in his
own mind, and demanded that I should be pleased with it. He was too
full of himself to care about what I wanted.
Yes, it is sad. It was sad that Cain killed
Abel. It looked like a terrible defeat, right there, at the dawn of the
history of mankind. It broke their parents' hearts. It shattered and
shook everyone - their whole family, and all of Heaven. It looked as if
I had failed and made a mistake somewhere. "No, this can't be it,
Lord!" "How much hatred there is between humans... what lack of love."
Isn't that what you're saying, too? "What a lack of love! This
can't possibly be it, Lord! Surely You must be making a mistake
in saying that this Family is the best You've got..."
And the descendants of Cain continued to wreak
havoc on earth until I had to extinguish them all... Another seeming
defeat: All of creation drowned and destroyed... never to be the same
again. Another seeming mistake. It's almost as if I had to admit that I
had made a mistake. The mistake of granting humans the liberty and
majesty of free choice. Isn't that what unbelievers hold against Me all
the time? "If God would really be just and righteous, He wouldn't allow
all that, He'd put an end to this! It almost looks as if He's siding
with the bad guys by tolerating what they do. Why, it's almost as if
He's one of them!"
And so, all those self-righteous critics of
Mine think they'd all do a so much better job of running this world, if
they were in My position. But all the while, they're not even realizing
that I am letting them run the world. What they're really saying is,
"You should give the power to me, not them."
The only problem about that is that it's
usually the bad people in this world, with all their ambitions and
burning zeal to be its rulers, who also come up with all the zest and
the drive to do something about their goals, their ambitions and plans,
however selfish or ill-motivated they may be, while all those other,
oh-so-righteous people usually just stand by passively shaking their
heads, and hardly ever do anything to change things!
People have the chance to either be like Cain
or Abel. Some still seek to impress Me by the amount of fruit they
bring to My altar. But I am so much more pleased by the offering of the
sacrifice of what's most precious to you. To most people, that's their
time.
Cain was always upset with Me, constantly on
the Enemy's channel, thinking he knew better than Me... It's dangerous
to be on that kind of channel; to be harboring that sort of familiarity
toward Me where you can't respect Me anymore, nor anyone else, for that
matter, because your own ideas differ from Mine, and you think things
ought to be handled and done differently.
Flesh-people have different criteria. What's
important for them is not My way of doing things, My standards and
criteria, not the slow plodding of building a man's character. They're
always looking for fast, visible fruits and results of their own muscle
or wit, so that they can pat themselves on the back and show how much
they deserve whatever it is they desire - much more so than their
younger brothers or sisters, the weaker ones... the sort of folks who
don't get things rigged up in their own strength but have to rely on My
grace.
Most people nowadays can relate to Cain's way
somehow, and the Abel-types have become more and more rare... the meek,
who shall inherit the earth. Most religious or saved people nowadays
don't rely on Me and My grace as much as they rely on their own wisdom,
knowledge or abilities. After all, man considers himself so able and so
knowing in this day and age.
Self-righteousness led Cain to believe that he
was more worthy of My honoring him, and that he deserved it more than
Abel. He was judging things by his own criteria, not by Mine, and he
refused to accept Mine.
Pride stands in the way for so many to ever
find the truth. Why should you have something better, something
greater, something more real than they? After all, aren't they doing
all these things that should entitle them to the blessing, the truth,
or whatever - the anointing - much more than you?
That's the way Cain thought, and the memory of
his righteous brother plagued him for the rest of his life. You may
kill the prophet, but you can't kill his truth. The simple and silent
truth that his righteousness exceeded yours, for all your vain
striving... For it requires humility to receive it, and obedience to
enact it - simple yieldedness to Me, and quite simply, once again, love.
It's very, very sad when there's war between
brethren, but as you can tell from history, it's what the Devil has
been up to since the beginning. There will always be repetitions of the
story of the fate of Abel and Cain, in different forms, as long as the
Devil is around...